One Year ago....

One year ago today you were alive
Your eyes sparkled when you saw us
Your nubby tail wagged
You tried to stay strong for us
You did your best
It was too much for you
Your body couldn't handle it
We kissed you
We hugged you
We had to do the unthinkable
Were you scared
You didn't seem scared
Were you in pain
Did it hurt you when the end came
Can you forgive us?
We stayed with you as long as we could
I hugged you and kissed you
I didn't want to let you go
I still don't want to let you go
I miss you
Everyday
I miss you
I wish you were here
You were my first baby
You will always be my baby
I love you Shai.