I Am Angry

As if my life didn't suck enough to begin with, and believe me, right now it does indeed suck, I get to have the one thing I was looking forward to, taken away.

I get the chance of regrouping my senses, and maybe, just maybe having some fun, taken from me in a heartbeat, because someone else cannot understand what it means to be responsible.

I get my income taken from me with no notice. No warning, unless you count 3 days sufficient warning. I don't. I don't know what I am going to do. Not like I can find a job that quick to replace what I lost.

I get the chance to meet up with someone, who I have not seen in a while, who I had been looking forward to seeing again, taken from me. And I know that my schedule will not coincide with this person's schedule so easily again.

And I am being dramatic and over the top, but that is how my emotions are feeling right now. I feel used. I feel broken. I feel like my life is some big joke, that I don't get, but others find amazingly funny, at my expense. I feel like someone said:

"Hey, you know she doesn't have enough stress in her life with two mentally ill people in her family, lets take her source of income and destroy it, and let's take the one thing she was looking forward to, and destroy that dream too!"

Life is great.