After much debate and thought, I went through my friend list on Facebook, and culled out about 80 people. Most were people I never interacted with, so no real loss there. Then there were the ones that I really lost myself in thought over.
My siblings.
After a few interactions with one, I decided it would be wise to just erase what I had said, because honestly it wasn't worth the argument. Not worth the strife. I don't want to be the trouble maker, the person that makes everyone else upset.
Apparently that was a bad move on my part.
The sibling decided to use my faux pas as a jumping off point to do the whole "I am sooooo meeeeeeeeeeeeeen", blah, blah, blah. Then an older sibling got in on it.
I just, ugh, I don't have the patience or the need to participate in that type of utter shit.
So pretty much all family has been taken off the friend list, because I just can't trust that things won't somehow get twisted into utter and complete horse shit.
I feel as though I have no family anymore, at least not family of origin. I have my little family. I have a small family of friends.
I never thought that my family of origin would not be a part of my adult life. Never.
I foresee many more sessions with the shrink. Joy.
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