My guts, they hate me

Ugh.
Past 3 days have been shitty.  Literally.  Not sure what is causing it, but I would like it to stop.  Maybe it is nerves which in turn causes my IBS to act up.  Maybe a virus.  Not sure but it is not pleasant. 

I wish that if it were having the IBS, it would cause me to lose weight.  Sadly this never ever happens.  Up until my surgery I had been working out at least 3 times a week, an hour at a time.  I lost maybe 7 pounds.  I am not sure why my body doesn't like to lose weight, except maybe to mock me.  I watch what I eat (well before the surgery mind you), work out, stopped drinking soda, and still no dice.  Frustration.  I see why people give up.

So if you are reading this, where are you from?