Past 3 days have been shitty. Literally. Not sure what is causing it, but I would like it to stop. Maybe it is nerves which in turn causes my IBS to act up. Maybe a virus. Not sure but it is not pleasant.
I wish that if it were having the IBS, it would cause me to lose weight. Sadly this never ever happens. Up until my surgery I had been working out at least 3 times a week, an hour at a time. I lost maybe 7 pounds. I am not sure why my body doesn't like to lose weight, except maybe to mock me. I watch what I eat (well before the surgery mind you), work out, stopped drinking soda, and still no dice. Frustration. I see why people give up.
So if you are reading this, where are you from?